thinking of you jay all the time bt feeling a bit harder at mo, maybe cos ure bday next month or another stage of grief hittin me, duno bt bn crying 4 you a lot passed few days, love you soooo much hunny. your clothes nd blankey gtn cuddled 2nite close my eyes nd pretend you in my arms, they still smell of u! no1 gets 2 touch em cept me baby xxxx